Dark shadows

Sometimes they creep up on me and other times I'm struggling to even remember them.
I go on for so long without them that I feel normal again. Then bam there within me. I can't escape them. They trap me, stab me and leave me for dead.
I wish so much to cave in to them.allow them to take over me. But I know they will pass soon and then I'll be back to forgetting how they felt. Only theres a scar left behind. To remind me.

Feeling crap

Ever feel completely alone in the world yet be surrounded by people?
I feel like running until I can't run anymore. Disappearing vanishing. Wishing that people knew the right thing to say to soothe my pain.It's funny how I feel alone yet all I want to do is be alone.
Sorry for the dark post but this is just something I need to let out.