So turns out I haven't blogged in what seems like years...oh wait it has been.
My life took unexpected turns and I basically shut myself off trying to deal with things.
I've grown so much as a person that its hard to describe. I feel like emotionally I've far surpassed many people I know. It sounds like I'm being condescending but I'm not. It's funny how people who think they know you actually know NOTHING about you or what you've been through.
I know what I've been through and I know for a fact that your average person wouldn't even know what it's like to understand those things let alone live with them.
Sometimes I see myself and wonder how I managed to stay alive both physically & mentally. But turns out I am a strong woman and I won't let these things beat me.